Superman Had Throat Cancer Am I Selfish For Feeling This Way?

Am I selfish for feeling this way? - superman had throat cancer

My husband and I made plans to see, Superman Returns, but none of them had passed, but nothing seemed. Well, this weekend we had to think seriously about it, but now my husband suddenly ill with a sore throat. I know that was sick, not in its control, but I can not but feel angry resist, because each time we seriously had to happen. Why do I feel? I love my husband and I will not force him, so do not go right, must rest. I feel like a child, I am again, if none of the things that I want only.